Am i good enough?

Is it my loss of innocence that keeps you from me? Do I so deserve loneliness? Must I obtain perfection to see your face? Is that why I sit longing, a hope never met, a lesson never learned? Why must I wait, desiring only change to bring about your decision. A life of keeping myself company. Heartfelt tears and prayers are not enough. Beauty holding me back. Love never tasted, love never touched, love always longing but still never caught. I sit on display but am still never pleasing. My yearnings, my desires continue to be teasing.