Singing to you...

I dont know who i am. I dont know what to say... or what to pray. My head in my hands im ashamed. Double-minded, not seperated. One person now, another tomorrow. What can i do, who should i be? What did you create me to see? These things i long for, these things i beg for are they not your will? Will they only bring me pain? Do they only bring you pain? I want to speak to you i want to hear your voice. Blind i need your leading, def i need your voice. Your cross in my eyes, your inspiration endless. The arms of heaven widen, your path of righteousness blessed. Beaten, tried, my willing savior. Annointing... flowing, praises... singing, beauty... showing. United we sing as one, divided we fall unknown. Why do you choose me, how can i still sing? My heart for you, your heart for us. "Rid me of myself, rid me of myself, rid me of myself, lead me to the cross".