i dont know...

i dont know what to say... i dont know who i am. What i am, or who you are. I ask God to change me to meet me. I am swept away by His grace, im drowning in His mercy. Why does He forgive me? Why does He still love me? Why dont you even see me? To Him i am somthing, to Him i am His princess, to you i am nothing, to you i dont exsist. Can you not see my love, my passion for this life, for this world... for your world... for your life? Why cant i be loved, why cant i be yearned for, desired, burned for? They can always walk away, they always want me to change. I work so hard, i need His hand. I am breathless, empty, exhausted, stolen away.